
Oh hi Freddy, how nice of you to stop by.
I had three nightmares in a row from five to eight in the morning.
I noted them up in my phone as soon as I woke up so not to forget it. I think it’s good to remember dreams whether they are good or bad.
Nightmare #1:
I was in the parking lot at UW similar to the one near ode library. I was with the boyfriend and his friend and we were heading out of the lot. For some reason, it took forever. As we were walking, we ran into Chris*, the boyfriend’s friend, who held a Japanese sword. I think it was a katana. Chris looked nerdy. Not just nerdy, but creepy nerdy. He knew people, but had no friends. The boyfriend says hi to chris who was holding the katana. Chris says hi back before yelling “KATANA TIME!” I said, “what the fuck, what a creep.” I had a weird feeling he was going to use the sword so I pulled the boyfriend towards me to hurry up and get away from him. We were almost out of the parking lot when I looked back, as did the boyfriend and the other guy. A [ethnicity removed] girl was on her phone, standing around in the middle of the parking lot. Chris came up right behind her, positioning his katana and practicing his swinging motion to cut her at the angle. Then he cut her swiftly and evenly into two parts. I couldn’t even scream. Everything went from color to black and white. Blood was forming a big pool in the middle of the lot. I just saw Chris laughing and putting the sword away as I ran out of the parking lot. There was an emergency campus phone right at the entrance. I called the police, but by the time someone answered, the boyfriend and the other guy came up to me, shook their heads, and put the phone back. I yelled, “what are you doing” and ran back into the lot to see Chris smiling still, getting picked up by his parents who had no idea what happened. Next thing I know, the boyfriend and I are walking up the staircase back to our room in the apartment. The whole time I questioned if he was like Chris. I asked him why he took the phone away to which he answered that Chris could just cover it up and pretend it didn’t happen. I said, “that makes no sense. It’s dangerous of him to be doing that for fun, don’t you understand?” But the boyfriend kept defending him. I started getting paranoid and asked, “how do I know you’re not like him ready to do something like that to me?” I ran to the door, attempting to open it and get in before the boyfriend could catch up. He said, “baby, don’t.” I kept asking him the question anyway. I failed opening the door and was more scared that by running away from the boyfriend, I may have triggered himt o get angry. All I remember after that was shaking a lot from what happened and breathing fast. It is now five fifty seven.”
Nightmare #2:
There was a miniature grandfather clock hung on the wall next to my bed where I was sleeping. It was reddish brown. I looked at it and had a bad feeling something was going to happen. Sure enough, the clock started shaking violently. I heard a voice, “It’s God and when the clock breaks, you’ll be sent to hell.” I freaked out and woke up. I told the boyfriend to be with me because the clock next to me was scary. He did, but right when I started falling asleep again, the same thing happened. I got so scared of the voice and the clock shaking, I pounded it with my fist, trying to make it break, trying to challenge it and send myself to hell and get it over with. My boyfriend started freaking out, too. I took my hands and pulled on the pendulum to take it apart from the clock. Doing this cut my hands deeply. The room became black and it was just the clock and me. I woke up for real this time.
I remember telling my boyfriend, “maybe God is real,” but he told me it was just a bad dream and to try sleeping again.
Nightmare #3:
My friends and I were at a deserted beach. It was so pretty. We were all having a great time with waves crashing into us. Sometimes the waves were so huge, we would be under the barrel and not get wet at all. After a while, there was a giant wave which completely left the ground and went up and above us. All of us were amazed at how pretty it was until it went away and there was no more water on the beach. One of my friends called her mom and asked her what’s up, who said it was just the tides. We didn’t really understand it. We ventured off far into the beach where the water would normally be really deep. The ocean started coming back and it was black in color. My friends and I tried to run back to the front, but the sands were like dunes and they were taller than us. We had to climbed over them. Eventually we all made it back and my friends went into the beachhouse to talk about it. I, on the other hand, wanted to know why the water was black and jumped into it. It was pitch black and I felt like it was draining my energy. I had the weirdest sensation in my chest. I woke up.
I love dreaming. Even if they may be nightmares, I feel like it pulls me to another dimension. Of course they are scarier than horror movies, but they all add to the visual part of my life. It’s like visiting another world. I dream a lot. I remember my dreams far better than anyone else probably can and in much greater details. Sometimes I revisit places that I’ve been in from other dreams, but never in real life. It’s crazy. I think I’m going to start blogging or keeping track of the dreams I dream because I’m pretty sure that as I get older, I won’t be dreaming as much. I know I’ll miss dreaming when that happens. Hopefully my brain won’t die on me soon though.
-Z.
* Real name in the dream and a real friend of my boyfriend, but didn’t look like the real guy.
Tags: Dreams
June 17, 2009 at 3:23 PM |
Freddy Kruegar.. Did you mean Krueger or do you have a friend with such an unfortunate name? It’s a little misleading. Once I read the title, I skipped your post entirely, assuming it’s about Krueger the killer.. Do I WANT to read it? Cause it’s like midnight over here and I’ve got a small phobia of midnight killers..
June 17, 2009 at 3:24 PM |
Oh shit, you’re right man! Thanks for pointing that out.
I think you should read it because reading it is not as scary as when you’re actually in the dreams.
Unless, of course, I write like R.L. Stine and you’re a seven year old. Then it might be creepy.
BY THE WAY, I HOPE YOU’VE UPDATED YOUR BLOG.
June 17, 2009 at 3:39 PM
Ow please, cut me some slack.. 16 resits! Also just had my wisdom teeth pulled out.. Hurts like hell, but thank god for Ibuprofen. I’ll post something soon enough though.
June 17, 2009 at 3:52 PM
Ok, read it.. it wasn’t that scary after all.. haha, KATANA TIME!!
I dream a lot too.. in fact, I dream so often that I’ve started to become aware I’m dreaming. Everything will start shifting to a spectator view instead of the first person view, which is pretty cool. I haven’t been able to fly though. I hope with a lil training and awareness I’ll be able to do whatever I want in my dreams. They say all you have to do is constantly question yourself whether you’re dreaming or not in real life.. They say it may become a habit in your dreams too, thus allowing you to distinguish dreams from reality.
Say.. what’s up with the recurring black in your dreams? Emo much?
June 17, 2009 at 4:00 PM
HELL NO, ME NO CUT YOU SOME SLACK, K.
Dude, I’m sorry to hear you’ve gotten your wisdom teeth pulled out. I’ve still got mine, so that means I’m wiser than you, right? OUCH.
I’m kidding.
Seriously though, get better enough to post. Like I said earlier, I need some Koekoe blogging in my life. You didn’t get prescribed some “real” pain medications?
Shoot, teach me your ways of dreaming! Teach me the ways of lucid dreaming. Except, I kind of like it random. Whatever goes, goes. It WOULD be awesome to control my dreams and fly. Flying would be great. I could visit you, who knows.
Oh and I’m so not xXx_emo_xXx
Black is classic. Don’t be jealous.
June 17, 2009 at 4:05 PM |
I agree with your last paragraph about dreams/nightmares.
I forget mine way too easily. If you keep up with writing yours, I can just check out yours to see what I could be missing. =]
June 17, 2009 at 4:08 PM |
Aw, don’t forget your dreams! They’re so much fun :) I think you just have to wake up during your REM sleep!
June 17, 2009 at 7:20 PM |
Wow, I think I finally found someone who dreams more vividly than I do. I look forward to more dream posts, they’re quite interesting. I’ve been meaning to comment on more entries, but I get lazy sometimes.
June 21, 2009 at 11:53 AM |
Damn.. listen to this..
There was this town where a girl was being blackmailed. They made her wear this glove and chain which reminded people of some kind of bad man. When she tried to leave the town, the town leader made her look bad by showing the picture with the glove and chain and everything. It was this very pretty girl, but when I saw her crying after she saw the pictures, she turned into this horrible ugly girl.. as if I’d been blind all these times.. Still, I wanted to help her.
I decided to fight the town leader, but he was this fricking bad ass demon who had weapons in every part of his body.. I wanted to trigger a bomb but I had to place it at the perfect place first.. When I tried to sneak in his mansion, I went via the building next to his, which was from some old lady who appeared to be a witch.. She however stopped me and adviced me to stop what I was doing, because it would only cause more danger. Moreover, I wouldn’t survive cause more people have tried to fight against him. She led me to this place which was like a trophy room of the demon with all the people he had slaughtered, sliced and diced and then sown back together. I however was determined I was the one to free the town and would definitely succeed. When I placed the bomb, I was waiting for him to come close enough, but he was nowhere to be seen. When I started wandering around in his mansion to look for him, I wandered off so much that I got lost.. and just then, I found him and he found me too. I tried running to the bomb but he was way faster than I was, so he grabbed me, whipped out his chainsaws out of his elbows and chopped me into pieces and sowed me back together so he had another trophy in his trophy room.
However, when he sowed me back together, a part of me started regenerating and I changed into a giant lobster.. so I continued my fight and tried to cut him into pieces with my claws but all I could cut were his hairs.. he threw me away.. and then, I turned into this pale dude with long white hair (sorta like a mixture between Gandalf/Legolas). Somehow I evolved and became this immortal, powerful being.. I couldn’t die since I had died once already.. So I beat the shit out of the demon and saved the town.
When I went back to tell the girl the good news, she had a wild discussion with some dude.. I left them alone, didn’t intrude and went to this other place where this other chick was all over me and saw me as her very own hero.. I went outside with her, smoked a cigarette together and together we sat there, wondering: right… so what do we do now?
then I woke up…
what do YOU think this means? ;P
June 22, 2009 at 1:31 PM |
HAHA, dude that dream was so nerdy. Legolas? GANDALF?! It reminds me of dungeons and dragons or something.
Still, the morbid part was great. I wish I could have been able to steal a glimpse of the trophy room!
By the way, that girl was like a whore. The guy goes and tries to save her from the demon and she’s messing around with another dude. NOT HAVING THAT HERE, HELL NO.
June 22, 2009 at 9:16 PM
Legolas.. Gandalf.. and you’re thinking about dungeons and dragons?! You’re weird!
The morbid part was great? Emo-alert~~
You’re just jealous you can’t dream as nerdy as I do! Had another dream by the way.. It’s a daily thing for me.. No morbid scenes though, so I’ll just keep it to myself
June 21, 2009 at 12:42 PM |
My dreams really seem simple compared to most of you guys, here is a pretty standard example of one I have had-
I was for some reason captured by these machines, I was in some sort of prison, with two other people. We had been there for years, and at a certain time in the day, when the cleaned our cells they would knock us out first. One day after the usual routine, they made us fight one another to near death in the area outside our cells, which had high orange steel walls to prevent out escape, it was time for them to clean our cells. For some reason I came to in the middle, and I looked down, my chest was open, as was that of the other prisoners, we were also machines.
Now I realize the reason my time before my imprisonment is a blur, is because it never happened. They leave, I black out again soon afterwards. The two other people look particular miserable, I have to decide whether to tell them. I realize that I ought no to, the only thing that keeps them going, that kept me going is the knowledge we are human, that this means we might find someway to escape. I wonder then, whether I am not telling them out of free will, whether I even have free will, whether we are even prisoners of just machines serving some function.
June 22, 2009 at 1:34 PM |
I wish my dreams had the potential to be insightful.
Yours was so interesting. Definitely would keep me thinking for the next three days or so.
I think it would be awesome to be a machine.. or at least part machine. The closest I can get to that is to have a huge biomechanical tattoo done on my arm.
June 21, 2009 at 7:04 PM |
That’s some deep stuff man.. what happened after that?
June 22, 2009 at 6:11 AM |
I woke up, I myself wonder what would’ve happened next if I had stayed asleep.
June 22, 2009 at 1:35 PM |
Well, if there’s any continuation of the dream, DO TELL ME before jwkuo87 reads it because I have to beat him to the conclusion :)
June 22, 2009 at 9:26 PM |
I’m guessing it would be similar to France’s history.. the Renaissance first, followed by the Age of Enlightenment and finally some kind of Revolution.. storming the.. well, you’ll have to be storming something.. I guess the prison will do..
What brought that on? Did you watch a movie?
@x: beat me to the conclusion? please, I’m way faster than you in reading his continuation if there will be any!
June 22, 2009 at 10:30 PM |
No, I read allot of sci-fi especially Philip K. Dick, he is the guy who wrote do androids dream of electric sheep, that was the basis for blade runner, so I had the whole robot-human thing in my head. Also I am a bit of a struggling writer, so sometimes I think so much about what I am to write next, that I guess my mind sort of works it out in my dreams. I turned it into a short story, while I did not dream the rest, I did write it. I would post it, except I am going to send it into some magazine when I finish editing it.
It ends at least in the short story I made of it like this.
The man tells the others, they still decide to escape, being in denial not having seen it themselves opened up. At the last minute the main character decides to stay while they leave, fearing he will not fit in with humans now that he nows he is not one of them. He manages to buy them time enough to get away. Next thing he blacks out again, and the cell is empty. He wonders if the whole thing even happened, whether it was some sort of simulation, or whether he indeed helped them in an act of selflessness, and in some way that makes him human, because in his actions he proved he had free will.
June 22, 2009 at 11:03 PM |
The last line is the character thinks to himself “Maybe it isn’t what your made of that makes you human, maybe it is what you do with it”.
June 23, 2009 at 1:33 PM |
That gave me the shivers!
June 23, 2009 at 12:47 PM |
wow that’s deep.. (ha, beat you to it, X)
I just recalled a tv show which is like the story you told.. the part where you program people.. the doll house
does make you wonder though.. do you think robots will ever be able to think outside the box? have a mind of their own? do you think you can teach them things? we should be wary though.. before we really create something like Skynet :P
June 23, 2009 at 1:35 PM |
I don’t think robots can ever become like humans. I mean, maybe there’s a slight potential there because of the electric pulses happening between wires and whatnot that mimics neurons, but the chance of actually working in a way that promotes individual thinking is really low.
In my opinion anyway.
Who knows though.. you should prove me wrong!